Decide

Don’t wait for the reaper to clear the mist
When the angels are dying with bullets you spit
Decide when you want to stop, trying to kill and to die as they say
The other will really do the same, trust, for he too has a home
The king is obsessed, fighting for a land the size of his dome
Let them fight with fists and palms, or can they?

When your past takes a toll on you
And the road you are on is poisoned too
Its time to lay the arms and get it over
Prayers might change to plays at night
Rivers of red and agony may change to white
No more screams, no more running for cover

And sleep will come like love newly found
No more gripping the steel with every sound
Just break the ego or take it little lower
To hell with the powers and to hell with the rules
Just look at your brothers and stop following the fools
Just raise the white flag and for eternity let it hover

If you love a red bottle, it does not make you a warrior. But having a turtle in your backyard definitely should give some peace of mind to your stallion.

- my yellowish mind

Not So Fast My Friend

For All The Ones Who Shared Everything, EVERY Single Thing Except Our Undies.

Dear mister how are you? Its me
Don’t you remember, we used to sing and see
Where are you? Working? Climbing? The ladder or the tree?
But why have you grown up, so quickly, so early?

Or trying to grow up,and trying to flee
Cant we just play, or too kiddish to even glee?
Where is the running around for no reason?
Where is the blabbering and rambling and abuses for free?

Everything is so measured, calculated is every behaviour
Why not let it go, like always, let it be?
The ladder will be there now and tomorrow
Why not share a drink and give each other a hug we can’t borrow

I liked the fuck yous than the how are yous
Loved those kicks rather than the handshakes
The plastic cups than the sleek tall glasses
We used to be the ones, not the masses

I won’t change, will wait at the foot of the steps
If you fall, will be there with beer for the peps
Just kick some ass with me or mine, and laugh for no reason like in a test
Just get some time off from the cubicles, I’ll handle the rest

Turn Me Around

Walk quickly, for I’m about to pass the woods
Come to me, I need you
Come before its too late darling
I love you my heart, don’t you too?

You will see footsteps, of many a people who have passed
And among all of them, mine will be apart from the rest
For with the heaviest of hearts I had walked
And mine will entrenched in mud and blood, the deepest

Don’t you worry about the beasts my love
They know the story and all the past glory
And the things that made me invisible for you
They also will be safe, cos you love them, and I love you

But from where did you find a new shoulder to cry
I was there when you wanted, I was, when I knew it’s all a lie
Even though I loved you a little more than you can ever undo
But didn’t I take all the poison and all the stones they threw

Run fast, run for me, if I’m the one you have chose
Heard ahead is a mighty river, drowning everything that comes close
I know not, what lies next, you ran away, you changed my fate
I will take a last look backwards, call me, before its too late