Saturday, March 20, 2010
Maybe I’m Done
Vanquished love and vanquished soul
Bleak beneath this smiling face
I tried to hide but these lines showed up
Trying to grey this black’s race.
My fingers are crossed,
My eyes are moist.
Too much struggle against them
Took myself down the hoist
Blood no more in my heart or veins
Can’t hide this pain, this sorrow
Darling I am no more
River is dry, up and thorough.
Maybe I’m done; I don’t want to get out
Can’t go on though, no one saw it through
Nobody understood, but I deserved
I’m done, goodbye, I love you.
The Misfits
Do you talk to yourself in the night
Or just watch yourself, a hopeless sight
And when you watch the yellow light, hanging
You see yourself, your soul instead
Then you are just like me
One of the few,
God’s mistakes on earth
Misfits of the world
Now and through
And when alone, that you always are
Do you want a ghost beside, to talk
You, who checked under the bed every night
Now want a ghost to stalk
Keeping a blade under your pillow
Wishing you or someone cut you down
But a few faces flash by
Sleep evades, you drown
Just like me, we are not bad
Weird, not disloyal, we are sad
Misfit for the world and that is true
Life wont be fair,
Now and through
Leaving friends and foes, just like that
Just like that, in their eyes I know
We know why it happens, only us
Still taking on our faces, every blow
Choosing to hide
Get laughed at and shunned
Life is not fun, not for us
Better to be gunned
Crybabies we are not, neither cowards nor mad
Far away from mean we are
Never want to hurt you friends
Justifications we have none
Just misfits, waiting to sleep
When all this ends.
You Win
My halo fading
Blurring above my head
I reached for it, wanting it to stop
And all I could is to wait
Wait and watch it drop
All I could do is to wait and try
All I could do is to wait and cry
Gathering the last wisps of what remained
I took the world for granted
Life said you are here to stay
You there, are for granted
And life didn’t have time for me
All I could do is to wait and try
All I could do is to wait and cry
Gathering the last wisps of what remained
My life was once mine, no more
It doesn’t care, I complain, an eyesore
In vain, I hear a sound, final shot
You will lose before me
No matter what
Everything and everyone got ahead
After that, when life got time
It asked about me
My very being
Slowly I will accept the truth
Slowly I will fade away
From memories and from time
Slowly I will cry away
It is You
A kiss when I close my eyes
A touch that lasts for a while
A help when I have a fear
And hug when I drop a tear
A smile when I feel down
Word when I fret and frown
A hand to hold in the evening
A face to wake upto every morning
Someone who is my world
Someone to whom I’m the whole world
That was the way it was
And will be, for now and always
Thank you
I love you
That’s what I need in life
That’s what I want in life
That’s what I know in life
And life is sweet
Your love
That’s what I care in life
That’s what I feel in life
That’s what I love in life
And you, my love,
That’s what my life is all about
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for being with me
For all the lovely memories, thank you
And for the time to come
Thank you for all the happiness I could find
Thank you for making me realize
That I am alive.
And now you my love
You are my life.