Curtainfall

I hear

I hear something
The sound of the ragged bell
Chiming away under the spotlight
Of the midnight moon
I hear the dawn breaking
So early
I hear the sun flaming
So early
And hear a man
Walkin down the causeway
Taking his last steps on the horizon
So early..

Is it you there??
I try to hear..
And all i hear
Is myself...

I see
I see something
The stars playing the merry song
For the last time
Under the light of eternity
I see the sunlit darkness
So early
I see the the worlds madness
So early
And i see a man
Walkin down the causeway
Taking his last steps on the horizon
So early..

Is it you there??
I try to see..
And all i see
Is myself...

Not Another Swan Song

The wind,whispering in my ear...
Soothing my nerves
Resting my fears..
Hope is what i have
And hope is what i will have..
Now,today and forever
That there wont be no hate
Neither now
Nor ever..

So love every creation,
For the world is one..
As for darkness,
Be the sun..

This light is covering my body
Showering my soul..
How can anyone lose hope
In this lovely bowl..
People may be strange
And they can be vain..
But maybe its not them
But you need a change..
So trust is what i have
And trust is what i wont lose
Not today nor ever..
And i will change not them
If thats what my friends choose..

So love every woman
And love every man
Trust every person
Like an innocent swan...
Love every moment
For life is one..
As for hatred,
There shall be none...

Soul Blindfolded

Dull is the day,duller is the night..
Dull is the sunshine
And maybe the moonlight..
In the abyss of uncertainty i fall
Uncertain if i am falling or not..

I dont want to rely on god
I cant,i wont..
'Cos i'm uncertain,
If there is god or not..
I do not know of love,
Nor of grief..
Neither of pain,
Nor of relief..
Is there a feeling,
I do not know..
Is my soul numb,
Or is it just the snow..

This shroud of uncertainty
Is crushing my spirit..
Threatening my soul,
Testing my limit..
I cant take it anymore..i cant..
Because i do not know
How uncertain i am..
Uncertain,
Of the uncertainty i have...

Sleep or Die Happily

A slumber is my only hope
Hope of relieving this pain..
A slumber is what i need
To stop myself from going insane..

How it feels to be alone
How it feels to be lonely..
As lonely
As a tear in the pouring rain..
I am nothing to anyone,
Not a person,not a soul..
I thought i was something
And i wish i be something..
But he had other plans i guess
To keep me away
From joy and bliss..
And if he has his way,
He'd lead me to heaven in a jiff..

But sometimes i do wonder
Why is it so??
I never wronged anyone
And maybe never will..
But still..
Maybe nobody understands me
And maybe nobody ever will..
But maybe nobody ever should..
People tell me,be pragmatic..
But how could i be,
When life was a dream..
And now that i am awake,
Its difficult..
It is easier
For me to go lunatic..

Never expect..never ever
The biggest mistake of my life..
Everyone comes into this world alone
But everyone dont end it that way..
But i am one of the few
Who will lead rest of their lives
That very lonely way..
Each and every day..
And maybe a day more..

Sanguine Dog

And there is still hope
The world is going crazy,
All confused,veiled and hazy
For some,life is a piece of trash,
Piece of cake
Wasting it,
Like its a fake
Cant they show some humanity for hypocrisy's sake?

But there is still hope
People will live life
Like its meant to be,
People will love life
For which it is made to be
They will be rational,and maybe humane
And they wont live life
Like its mundane.

Maybe people wont be selfish
And trust wont simply remain a word,
Maybe people wont be fake anymore
And they wont hurt or even use anyone,
And maybe they will understand
That its a human in front of them
Not a log of wood,to burn
And warm their own so

So here i am
Hoping that there will be some hope.

Deserted Dog

Alone i live,alone i'll die
Alone as the moon in the lonely sky
Why am i alone,
Nobody knows
I thought i had love,
But like a dream
It goes..

I thought i could conquer the world with it,
Conquer the mind and the spirit
But it went away,
Like some raindrops in the middle of the sea
And with it,
Maybe even my shadow deserted me

Alone,in this sunlit darkness i live
This misery,
This agony i feel
Under this sudden,terrible emptiness i reel
If i could make a wish,
I'd wish for an angel
If i dont deserve it,
Even a ghost will do
But the ghost,like it
Should not desert me too

Cant sleep,cant remain awake
Cant breath,cant talk
Cant live, cant drop
I dont know,what is there left
In this world i can hope,
Learn and never love someone
Who doesn't loves you back
You'll be like a stone,
Even your soul will crack

But i dont want to be lonely
I dont want to live alone
I dont want to die alone
I'll have to think..all alone.