My Want, My Need

I want to shout, not whine
I want to be a man and not this swine
I want to laugh and I want to cry
I want to be sane, at least try

I tried and lost, and lost the plot
In the middle of nowhere, I want some light
Its winter, I’m naked and stark
Can’t you light that candle for me, it’s too dark

I want love not despair
I want you right here
All I have is some breath and some pity
I want you; I want you, to want me

I too want to see the light at the ends
I want to straighten all the bends
I want the gods to set me free
I still want you, and want you to want me.

In Interest Of General Public

to all the proud youth of the country who cant stop blaming the politicians n bureaucrats for the deplorable state of our nation.
if you are so so frustrated n concerned abt all the bullshit going on, y dont YOU do sumthing? why dont YOU join politics or civil services or sum ngo? why dont u TRY n get into the muck n TRY cleaning it up rather than complaining all day long? why do YOU run for big paypackets n mnc's n gre's instead of doing all this nonsense? not being all able to do it is another thing. not even TRYING to get into the gutter is another. start doing. else stop bitching
god bless you all. god bless our country

Love Star

There is a man who still wonders
Why the green leaves turned ashes
In front of his eyes, he saw
In the midst of spring, he saw, his ashes

The river, that was clear, will turn red
There is nothing you can do
And you shall see a silhouette, the man
Walking , willing to drown in the river, the river of love

The brothers will still look out for him
The brothers, they are the only ones
But he’ll still be wondering, lost in the woods
About the lies, leaves and where the river stood

And up above in the sky, tomorrow
If you see a new star, it’ll shine the brightest
Cos the man who went on to become the star
Still wants his love to know, he exists , now forever far

And when you know everything you lived for is gone
And when the one plays different songs
Its time to carry on, carry on
But he waits, maybe till he knows the song

Our promise

And so I sit, never thought this day will come
Never knew where this bolt came from
Dreams gone crazily haywire , or is it all real
It’s a sad sad life, silly god gave a bad deal

Life where are you?
Cant u hear me? I need you
U promised me love, I did too
Then why, why is everything blue?

Last time we met there was still shine in your eyes
I still went weak in my knees
The warmth was there in your lovely hands
Or was I just hoping, time just stands

I was always ready to forgive, nobody asked for it though
I was always ready to hold you, through highs and low
But you had other plans, in which only you figured
I knew it, why did I still stuck around, scared

Life where are you?
Cant u hear me? I need you
U promised me love, I did too
Then why, why is everything blue?