Deserted Dog

Alone i live,alone i'll die
Alone as the moon in the lonely sky
Why am i alone,
Nobody knows
I thought i had love,
But like a dream
It goes..

I thought i could conquer the world with it,
Conquer the mind and the spirit
But it went away,
Like some raindrops in the middle of the sea
And with it,
Maybe even my shadow deserted me

Alone,in this sunlit darkness i live
This misery,
This agony i feel
Under this sudden,terrible emptiness i reel
If i could make a wish,
I'd wish for an angel
If i dont deserve it,
Even a ghost will do
But the ghost,like it
Should not desert me too

Cant sleep,cant remain awake
Cant breath,cant talk
Cant live, cant drop
I dont know,what is there left
In this world i can hope,
Learn and never love someone
Who doesn't loves you back
You'll be like a stone,
Even your soul will crack

But i dont want to be lonely
I dont want to live alone
I dont want to die alone
I'll have to think..all alone.